Santacruzan

It's that time of the year again. Mama told me that Ading Cxyrelle participated in the Santacruzan this weekend after missing out on it last year. Ha, there is one thing funny that I must tell you. You remember how very maarte Ading Cxyrelle is when it comes to the clothes that she swears? Well, according to Mama she wanted a new long gown for the Santacruzan. But because she already has loads of gowns in the house, they wanted her to just wear one of her old ones. But she refused because apparently, people have already seen her wear those gowns before. There was this red gown that she wore two years ago when she joined the Santacruzan that they wanted her to wear again. Of course she told them that she has worn it already before. But they tried really hard to convince Ading that they have not seen her wear that gown before. So in the end, she wore the same gown. Hopefully she will not see the old photos, otherwise they will be in trouble. :)

So I was looking at Ading's new photos from the Santacruzan and I remembered that the last time you were the one holding her arc, alongside Carlwin. I would have thought that you didn't like to do things like that. But perhaps you really wanted to try on a lot of things as much as you could before you left us, just so you can say that you have done them. That's probably why you did it for Ading. Here is a photo I found on Mama's facebook with you carrying the arc:

This year is entirely different, only Ading's gown that's the same, haha. It was Danica and Uncle Aryong's daughter who carried Ading's arc. Ading held the "Pillow". But she said it's not a pillow, but just a piece of cloth. Ading Bibo was her escort.

Whether I like it or not, things have to change because you are no longer here. But even if they do, there is always something that reminds me that you were there first. Do you know what I mean? I just want people to remember that you have already done those things before. You could honestly have done more, but hey such is life.

Before I end this letter, here's a photo of the gang:

You are surely missed in times like this anak. I miss you every single day. I love you very much.

Mommy Tintin