Mama is bothered about her dream

Mama sent me a message this morning saying that she couldn't sleep last night. She felt hot and then cold. And when she finally fell asleep, she dreamt about you.

She was apparently crying and told Inang and Lola Nora that she was missing you so much and that she wanted to see you and hug you. Then she went to pick you up and took you home, but she said that you would go back to where you were. She also asked you what you wanted, to go home to be with them or to stay where you were. You told Mama that you wanted to go home with her. There is one thing that's bothering her though. Because in that dream, Inang apparently gave you away in exchange of something else. But Mama is not sure what it was. So she is a little bit confused about that.

When Mama saw you in her dream, you were very handsome. You just had a haircut. Mama had to speak to an old woman and a man to ask permission if she could take you. Mama said that they were mother and son, and there were a lot of people over there. And there were kids too. And then they felt sad when Mama took you. But Mama told them that she was just borrowing you and that she would bring you back. You and Mama hugged each other and she was kissing you endlessly. She was very happy to see you. Mama saw your face like you were really there, if you know what I mean and the way you moved really didn't change, always graceful. 

Mama said her dream was very clear, to the point that she thought she brought you home for real. But she's bothered about her dream because she doesn't know what it means. I am planning to go to a dream interpreter tomorrow to hopefully find an answer to our dreams. I am very sure Mama misses you so much and that you visited her because you also miss her. You probably know that Mama longs to hold and kiss you again. In fact all of us longs for that. I know we're never ever gonna hug you again until we get to where you are, but your visits somehow reassures me that you're just around us.

I don't know what else to say. You know we miss you so much and it's less than a month now until your birthday. It's going to be hard.

We love you little angel.

Mommy Tintin