I know you were there...

when I needed you the most.

I ran 13k today and as usual, I played my running playlist all the way through. I was already ready to stop but still have not heard your song, while a few of the songs have already been played twice. I don't normally stop until your song plays, but I was really tired so I stopped and went to the outdoor gym instead.

I have been feeling so low for the last few days because as I said to you, I have been going through an emotional battle. Just as when tears started to fall on my face, your song "Lighters" came on. I was trying to hold back my tears because I know you only wanted to comfort me, but I couldn't and I started sobbing. The last part of the song has a great effect on me. The beat of the drum gives me so much pain because it always reminds me of when we were on our way to take you to your new house on earth. That memory always starts me off, and then I became so emotional and broke down in tears in front of strangers. I had to stop what I was doing and just walked home.

But I was pleased to know that you were there for me, just when I needed someone the most. I felt like I was on my own and then suddenly, there you were. You used your little trick again to let me know that you were just around.

Thank you so much little angel Keith for watching over me. I love you so very much. You are greatly missed.

Mommy Tintin