This song has a different meaning to me now and it has become more important to me than it ever did before. Amazing Grace is Inang's favourite song and she told me that sometime in November last year I think, she asked you to play it on the violin so she could sing along. You know how Inang is like. Whenever she's feeling down, she would always think that she has not got long to live. She gave you the same reason when she asked you to play the song with her, right? And yes, she wanted you to play the song on the violin when she leaves (whenever that would be). Little did she know that you would leave her sooner than she would have ever thought. Inang actually recorded your duet on her mobile phone. It's a shame it wasn't on the video. Oh wait, maybe it's on video. I just can't remember I will ask Mama again. But what I have is a video of you and Ate Glory playing Amazing Grace on the violin. Mama said that this was your first time to play it and it was almost perfect. So sayang talaga.
I will always be proud of you. I would have loved to watch you play more music on the violin, but God didn't allow that to happen. Whatever His reason is, I am still waiting to find out.
I will always love you baby no matter what happens. I am missing you so much.
Mommy Tintin
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