They miss you, you know

As much as we all want your Adings to not forget you, we are also afraid that they have not moved on from losing you. I know they're only kids, but they are bright kids. They know what happened and they understand it. The fact that you had a very good relationship with them, that you did most if not all things together is one good reason for them to hold on and not let go. They may not speak about you most of the time, but their actions sometimes say it all. And this is the reason why Mama is worried. She knows that Ading Linus is suffering also, but he doesn't show it because he knows that Mama is the same. He doesn't want Mama to suffer more by seeing him sad or anything. But sometimes Mama said that Ading Linus will just hug her and Ading Kika. That's probably when he's missing you. Remember he used to do that to you especially when you're in bed? It's hard for all of us, but it may be harder for your Adings in some ways too.

I'm sure they will never forget you because they loved you and they spent the first 9 and six years of their lives with you. And I know that they will cherish all the memories they have spent with you. Besides, there will always be something that will remind them of you. Just like the other day, someone played "Amazing Grace" and when Ading Cxyrelle heard it, she said "that's my Kuya's music" and then she hugged Mama. Moments like that really hurt so much. They also keep saying that they miss you very much.

Did you know that they are still expecting that one day you'll come back? They are also hoping to see you, you know what I mean. Mama actually asked them if they will not be scared if you appeared to them and they both said no. In fact they will be happy to see you in any way. They have been waiting for you. Maybe it's time to pay them a visit, what do you think? I know you're not going to scare them, although I know that you loved scaring Ading Linus before. But don't do it this time because he is missing you and he just wants to see you. Will you visit them soon please? Just like us I'm sure they just want to hug you. They are constantly thinking about you anywhere they go, in the bus, in the mall, anywhere.

I'm sure you know how much we love you. Our love for you will never change. It can only get stronger. You may not be with us physically, but we know that you are there somewhere looking out on us. We miss you so much all the time, our Kuya Keith.

Mommy Tintin