I am very glad that Ading Linus has finally expressed his interest to learn the violin again. He also told Mama that he now wants to learn how to paint. The only thing is that he doesn't want to do it at Casa San Miguel. He wants to do it at home instead. I don't know but since you left, Ading doesn't want to go back to Casa anymore because he said it's not going to be the same without you. This is probably because you had so many memories together over there. I am still hoping though that one day he will move on completely from your loss and decide to go back to the Casa.
For the meantime, Mama has spoken to Sir Zaniel and he has agreed to teach Ading how to paint. You know when you were still here, I was asking Ading if he too wanted to paint and he said no. Although when I saw some of his drawings I thought he had potentials. But I think Ading has not been as motivated as you were. But then all of a sudden you left and there he is- he wants to do things that you did before. So now, he is very keen to learn how to paint. I think he will start with Sir Zaniel in January. Meanwhile, Ate Glory will teach him the violin. Ading apparently told Mama that he will use your violin this time. This is so sweet of your Ading, but I hope that he's not doing all this because he can't move on from losing you. I hope that he is doing this to keep your legacy, apart from of course because he wants to do it. I don't think anyone forced him to go back to learning the violin because I was asking him before and he said he doesn't want to play anymore. And then all of a sudden he wants to do it again. I actually wanted him and Ading Cxyrelle to start learning the piano again. But if that's (violin) what he wants then it's actually good.
I was just looking at your photos with your Adings on my album and I feel so sad. The times you spent at Casa every Sunday were so precious. Now I understand why Ading Linus doesn't want to go back there. It's going to be so hard for him, and also for Mama.
Anak, please watch over your Adings. I know they miss you very much and it's also hard for them as it is for us. We all miss you and love you so much. Wish you were here.
Mommy Tintin
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